random thoughts 4 td

first post here... i used 2 use spacehey but then when i went to go read some blogs i realized like allllll of the recent blogs were just saying that this website is better so obviii i had to check it out :p this blog isnt gonna b anything cool, just me ranting abt wtv comes 2 mind as im writing this.... my life has been sooooo boring recently.. my bf who i usually live w is on vacation to visit family in türkiye for 3 weeks !!! 8 hour time difference is soooo annoying n now since he's gone ive been having to live back at my actual house w my crazy ass family :/ i've been trying to keep myself busy w shopping and hanging out w friends n reading n listening to music but im still sooooooooooo bored   plus, there's some cool shows coming up and usually my bf would go with me but !!!! he's gone n none of my other friends wanna go with me !!! so lame !!!! i was supposed to see chiodos in chicago on the 16th but my dad last second canceled our plans to go )))): so lame !!!! i wanna redye my hair bc its faded sm and now its just brown /: i wanna cut my hair too bc i think some side bangs n layers would look adorbs but im scared to cut it myself so id rather wait for my bf to come back n do it for me cuz hes like the pro at cutting side bangs n layers :p cuz if i do it myself hes gonna come back and be like wtf did u do ??? i'll look a hot mess... or even worse a UNHOT mess :| cannot risk that. i'm pacing around my living room rn bc i wanna get my steps in but my lame ass sister doesn't wanna walk anywhere with me UGHHH if my bf was home he'd totally drive me to the mall rn and i could walk there :/ but i'll just have to wait. i am such a chud !!!!!