BEING A H0RNI GAY TEEN IS THE WORRSSSSTTTTT
Like honestly, it sucks.
Ok context:
I've been staying in this Catholic all-boys school in Manila, Mandaluyong ever since my family found out I'm 🌈--they sent me here on the hopes that a Catholic all-boy school would fix me; spoiler alert: no TF it didn't. I've had a boyfriend/hookups every year I've been in this school. The first one was the usual "it was just a joke" situation; I've since then got over it because well growing older means growing wiser. Second year at this school and on the last quarter of the school year me and this guy started hooking up. Now, I wasn't expecting anything serious since what kind of hookup in highschool ever going to be serious. No, I was disgusted by this whole thing because he had a GIRLFRIEND. I WAS THE OTHER FUCKINH WOMAN! (technically other man since I'm a man) But still EWWW! So now third year of being in this hell hole and did I learn my lesson? No, of course not because I'm a stupid bitch. Me and this guy start hooking up, right? And I start thinking "OH YEAH THIS SURELY WONT COME BACK TO BITE ME IN THE ASS IF I FEW THIS AS HAVING POTENTIAL HAHAHAHAHAH..."
I. WAS. WRONG.
What made this whole thing uncomfortable was the "I think we should stop doing this." Fuck me. Why on Earth did I think that ANYTHING would come out in my favor??? WHY TF DID I THINK THIS GUY WOULD BE DIFFERENT??? CHOOSE, MOTHER FUCKER! CHOOSE!
Anyways that was all, just wanted to rant lol.
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Jukebox Jizi
a catholic school alone sounds like hell💔💔 im so fucking sorry bro
Thx🙏
by Purple💜Tiger; ; Report
M8sFavDiscordFemboy
At least there's som1 willing 2 gay around with u, here nobody even wants to talk 2 me because I don't fw Genshin or vaping
That genuinely is so fucking sad. I'm sorry for you.
by Purple💜Tiger; ; Report
It's sad but I'm managing to cope. At least you get to have fractions of what it could feel like to be loved by another boy, I'd make use of that, it sounds so wonderful even though u both know it's pretend.
There's a boy I've been eyeing daily at the station for his blinding style and attractive face, but I'm afraid to talk to him because he might not like or get along with me because I am a trans boy. Dude if u feel comfortable with ur gender and ur body, b very happy and make use of it <3
by M8sFavDiscordFemboy; ; Report
Duuuuudddeee go for it!!! I mean if a stranger online who could potentially be a balding 40 year old man root for you, you know it’s fate. And if your heart breaks, just know that it’s your life and you shouldn’t be afraid of living it. Fight through fears and hardships and move forward. I mean, a dove can’t fly if it carries a rock, right?
by Purple💜Tiger; ; Report
Damn bro, that's deep. You're right though, I've been looking 4ward 2 my teenage years all my life and I'll probably look back at them all my life too, so I should juice out as much momentz as I can. I lowk wish I could pin ur message somehow (might print it ig)
by M8sFavDiscordFemboy; ; Report