song for a girl

I want to explain one of my songs to you. I want to try to show you how much this means to me.

Well, idk if you know an artist called Lil Happy Lil Sad, but he helped me so much when I was so fucking depressed. His songs are really special to me.

He made a song called "Better Ways," where he talks about helping a depressed girl while he was depressed too.

I tried to make a cover of it like two years ago, but I never finished it. In the following months, I forgot about the project, but one day I felt like I needed to finish the song.

I made a guitar sample, and I wrote my own lyrics in Spanish, talking about a girl.

This girl used to be really special to me. I saw her arms every day because of her cuts, and I gave her food when she didn't eat. I mean, she and I used to have such a special friendship.

But one day she got a boyfriend. I became friends with him too, and I thought he was really cool. But one day, when I was alone with him, he told me that he didn't love her and that he wanted to fuck other girls because she was "too weird."

I kept this secret for a week, until one day I felt really sad for her and scared of what could happen. So I told her everything he had said.

She didn't believe me. She blocked me, and that was it.

That's the end of the story, and that's the reason I wrote this song.

I want to show you the lyrics in English, and I linked the song if you want to listen to it and talk about it. Thanks for listening, bro. <3

I'm still here
The cuts on you, I feel them in me
It's not real, his love wasn't what I thought

Bury me next to you
I'm going to die
Inside me, I broke apart
This isn't living

Life upside down
You stay with him, he doesn't care about you
I'm still here
The cuts on you, I feel them in me

It's not real, his love wasn't what I thought
I didn't keep looking for you
And I left you

I wanted to grow
I wanted to believe, "It's better this way"
He turned you off
He destroyed what was inside you

Nothing will ever be the same
You won't come back
I want to cry
Where are you? I'm still here

Today I wrote to you one last time
I won't come back
The blood falls, I can't see
I cut my skin

Promise me you'll be okay
Away from him
Bury me
Next to you, I won't come back