He can die.

I'm bitter n salty. I want my ex to hurt it's been 27 days since we broke up but he already has a "talking stage"? N also has an initial for the guy? Like okay n then he tells me straight to my face? "Oh yeah my "talking stage" What the fuck? I really see that I didn't actually matter, all the "I love you more." or "I'd rather talk to you then people I know irl.", "I craved your initial into my leg I want everyone to know.". "You're different.", "You make me feel more butterflies than my ex.". I guess I wasn't that different if you can replace me so easily? To be honest he was love bombing me, he was the only person who would talk to me everyday n I guess that, that made me happy because I was tired of being alone n having no one. I freaking hate him. I want him to die, I want him to hurt, I want his new little boy toy to make him feel horrible as horrible as I feel right now. My ex recently talked to me but only because he was "Bored", N his little boy toy was out on a date? Like OH MY GOD I fucking hate him, I want to stab him but I can't...not like I actually would anyway I dunno I guess I just hate feeling this way, okay move on, understandable. But why do you have to tell me that? Why do you only decide to talk to me when you have nobody else? I'm tired of being last resort, I'm tired of this.