I hate my classmates

Ok so for some context I'm the only gay guy in a program of about 200 people, and the thing is most of my friends are women with only around 4 guys, but I don't really talk to them outside school. Ok now for the actual issue at hand, so I'm almost pretty sure around 90% of dudes don't like me as whenever I'm around them they'll consistently be staring at me to like to make sure I'm not looking at them ig? and they say shit like "oh I don't fuck with them gays" and just avoid me 24/7, the issue isn't so much that I get bullied or anything, nor that I'm outcasted, because if I'm being honest, I don't give a flying rats ass about making them my friends but what does bother me is they'll talk so much trash about me and shit and yet just play nice to my face. also, I think like half of them think I like them... I don't like any of the😑. this has been going on for the past 2 years now ever since freshmen year.