10/28

god i fucking hate this job, two hours to get there, i hate the customers theyre so stupid holy fuck, i really appreciate manners from others now.  im also just completing rent lately so, i cant even spend on actual fun stuff., 

i think i wanna read carl jung, um. schizo talk. i really resonate with dualism, yk, like theres two things that we look at as wholes, but theyre really just, one thing, its just bigger and we don't notice it 

there's something fundamentally wrong with me and i think thats ok. i was telling my brother about how i feel fractured yk, i can distinguish these pieces within, goodwill and evil, but there's this space between all of them, that makes it hard to be how i could be 

there's a new guy at work today, i heard he passed out by the christmas isle section, i dont know why they js sent him to the hospital, its kinda inconveniencing me because i wanted to call off tomorrow