being wlw in poland - such a mess !

Hello everybody and WELCOMEE to my blog 

Today I wanted to talk about some stuff that has been really on my mind recently.

As some of you may know (my pfp, bio etc) im lesbian. Usually tho it surprises people that I am because of my [pretty basic] fashion taste. 

Sooo naturally im trying to find a gf but finding one in poland is SO difficult!

I've already given up on trying to find a gf irl, because whenever i try to check some chicks out they just think im judging them or picking a fight... like girl no I dont want a fight w u i WANT YOU anyways

so as I said because that I look very basic and pretty much like most of polish teenagers (many of which are homophobic, by the way) ppl, even lesbians assume that i'm straight. Maybe I should buy some pins or keychains?  I am a closeted lesbian though, so I'd have to explain to my parents why i need a keychain or a pin with a certain combination of colours. My parents aren't dumb, they will find out! So i guess ill figure that out later....

So, since IRL doesnt work, then Ill meet some cute girl online, right?

WRONG.

Whenever I post my face on tiktok i add some wlw tags and also have a lesbian flag on pfp (literally the same pfp as here) and I tried getting some girls to talk w me. And yup, sometimes they commented sumthin nice like "omg ur so tea" and followed me and then ghosted me.

I also had a crush on an online friend (which was from Poland, and not to far from my city) shes so nice and probably gorgeous buuuuuuuuut  i went through the reposts and turns out she's straight. So type F in the comments. I still kinda hope she isnt but she probably is so yea fuck my chud life.

Do you guys know some ways i can meet girls in a large city?

Should I buy the pins or keychains or smth?

 feel free to discuss in the comments

xoxo ninsey