Hi.... [intro]

hi guys I'm going to start blogging as soon as I hit the publish button staring at me thru the screen.

I wanted to start a blog since the start of this year to keep it chronological in my mind, but waiting for the next year seems redundant to me, especially since this need to express myself through writing has grown annoyingly eager to come out. My teachers have also said I write pretty thoroughly, and i can't tell if that's good or bad but it has only encouraged my eagerness to write a blog. Anyway, I should probably introduce myself-- hence the title lol

My user is bummy_vivi and i think it was pretty funny to put since I am kind of a bum, and I like the name Vivi, so you can call me Vivi. Or a bum, both work either way! I am 17, a senior in high school and about to graduate in a couple of months. I am not really social, and sometimes I go A-WALL if I feel absolutely drained from society and the world. I like to talk a lot, as previously stated, I think. I love commas and I am not really keen on spelling or apostrophes, but I correct it all because it feels right. Just know there are so many spelling mistakes that my entire screen is practically red, lmao

Ummm okay I guess I'll just start talking about my interests. I love collecting things like comics and CDs, figure and sticker collecting, binge watching icebergs on youtube and conspiracy theories, or a mixture of both---those are always the best. I hate sweet desserts, unless its pudding, flan, jelly, macarons, and icecream because those all always balance the sweetness out with cream or a bunch of milk. I can't handle spicy food and I love savory desserts. I often mix up savory and sour treats, and it is a heavenly combo. I do work out, surprisingly considering that I am an absolute shut-in. 

I only go out for food/snacks or school, if I'm being honest. I work out at home, but sometimes I am unwillingly taken to the gym by my brother. Uhhhh OH I also have a dog, that I do not walk (other family takes care of the walking..) and I do share my food with her often. I do my research, also I love doing research and making news articles like the ones you see online from sources like CNN10 and BBC. I love journalism and keeping myself caught up with what's going on everywhere in the world, not just America. Sometimes it can all be overwhelming, but I love it either way.

I have been unserious-ly doodling and drawing since I learned how to grip a crayon. I have been considering being a serious artist, but the intentions behind it--mostly monetary gain and public exposure creeps me out. So i am a totally doofus of an artist, but I enjoy it so thats what matters. I love all of the arts, and its the reason I am so deeply involved in photography, sewing, music and art [obviously]. I really love photography and music, it is one of the few things I DO take seriously. 

I like most if not all genres--INCLUDING country. Country is like pop, yes there is HORRIBLE repetitive  trash out there, but you gotta look past that to find gems. I find the story telling and mood country creates to be really nice, like a warm and slightly windy day, just standing in a wheat field and watching the sun set as its warm light makes everything glow for a final time. It is really nice, and I think people need to just find the right country singers, to be honest. And just like with most music, today's music is arguably worse than it was decades ago. You gotta find oldies to find goodies. 

Anyway, thats all I can really think about for now. Ill edit this when I think of something else. Oh i also have ADHD n Depression, just something I thought I'd mention to explain my weird behaviors in the near future..  Um, feel free to message me. I promise im more causal when I actually talk to people online :,-}