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just got off the call with my awesome girl. doodled on magma, gossiped, and other gay shit. really miss her. i admire how unapologetic she is. i always feel too much guilt whenever i talk shit, but she owns it and it’s like wow. that’s rlly hot ngl. dreading school starting but i guess god is on my side because there’s no school tmrw either. yay? but also not yay. i need to keep it together, at least until i can properly report my ex. the whole situation js pisses me off so bad. why is everyone so obsessed with breaking us up like that’s my gf cry about it??? everything is super gross and irritating and i just want to run away. time skip to feb 6 guys! going to a rodeo soon…seeing super hot cowboys. thank god for cowboys. wish i was one—biggest fomo ever. if we were cowboys, would u chew on the same reed of grass as me or nah? lmfao. uploading a doodle of me and my girl, be nice to it ok? i have a sudden urge to change every part of myself. i want a really slutty waist. i want bleached hair and piercings. lip piercings, mostly. and a tattoo along my hips. i want to be the hottest bitch alive. 

pov: there are two wolves in u fighting for dominance but the first wolf is actually a cowboy and the second wolf is a really gay rave girl and the secret third wolf is a fighter jet pilot.