every freekn day, every freekn night

laying in bed with a bigass candle on my tiny ass nightstand ouuu so elegant. but the nightstand is this rolling caddy that i roll up next to my desk in the daytime. gives the vibe that i move through life too fast to settle down and have a real nightstand. just the way i like it. and the bigass candle is apple pumpkin cinnamon. ive also been lighting my old eucalyptus winter-y one but omg it smells so out of place where i live now. cuz somehow in germany i could light it year-round and it would never smell out of place. oh and that reminds me, i need a new perfume that wont ever smell out of place. sandalwood and musk and uhhh. hint of citrus. and animal musk not people musk or linen musk.

nonono wait lets have douglas fir candles. house smelling like how dale cooper wish he smelled like. he's so pretty... and so sweet. i can't stop writing bad fanfiction in my notes app about him. little secret but almost every night i write a little bit in my notes app, here, or on dreamwidth but mostly notes app fanfic where dale and i are up to some odd shit that probably involves pie. also i'm actually not a cherry pie fan... IM A PUMPKIN PIE FAN. cherry pie is not that high on the pie-ive-tried scale. like probably 4th. and ive tried like 5 different kinds. too many cherries give me indigestion so... you can imagine how a single decently sized slice of cherry pie would make my tummy feel. but pie is pie so i cant resist it uwah..

okay thats all i just wanted to post weird shit