ew ew ew big yuck

my stomach hurts. does anyone else feel really gross when a man fetishizes lesbians, like, idk i feel like i have to take a double shower. i just hate the idea of being fetishized at all, shit, sometimes i make myself as repulsive as possible jsut so its hard for people to do that and flirt., sexualization in general bores and icks me anyway .

and i fucking hate flirting. the thought of doing it, WHEN people do it, its like yuuck!!!!. im super duper asexual, idk about aromantic - maybeee but asexual for sure. the THOUGHT of someone "coming onto" me or flirting makes me queasy like, my stomach spins man,. ,.ehhggk .

im making this exact face right now. i think ive always hated flirting. like, other people think its cute and stuff but eugh i dont like it dawg. pick up lines are funny tho. i like puns and jokes, thats old school, but shit like.. idk.. certain things people say feels like theyre trying to undress me with their words and they think its cute- they SWEAR they think that shit is smooth i haate ittt

i COULD go on a whole tirade about how much i hate the "big tiddy goth gf" shit and the "mommy" shit too and how trendy mass fetishization and objectification has rotted peoples brains beyond belief but its 2 am right now 

if you flirt with me ill beat the fuck out of you