fic troubles

i started writing a fic at around the end of august, its a simple oneshot, but for some reason it's taking incredibly long, and the thought of continuing it makes me wanna close my pc and never open it again.

it's not even THAT bad, but writing couples and romance really isn't for me. the way i write them sounds like it's a bad imitation of what's supposed to be romance💔 it's my absolute favourite ship tho, so i feel like i gotta make an effort, yk?

i'll probably end up proof reading what i already wrote for the 100th time instead of continuing it, but at least i'll improve it #copium