First day of high school! I hate it

I'm literally aura farming in the back of the class. I highly don't wanna be here everyone already has a friend but me in legit sitting alone but its ok. I can still aura farm. Sometimes I feel like a loser I'm doing well online, have almost 200K on TikTok and im on the top creator on here! (very grateful for that btw love you guys) and love my online friends very much and my bf is online (not too much on that he's the goat) but IRL its kinda lame. But im just gonna pretend I'm niche so it's ok.