First day of highschool

Today was my first day as a freshman and it was horrible the whole time I felt like everyone was judging me even though the probably weren't, I kept getting lost and my backpack was so heavy before I left the house I thought I had pick the best outfit ever but as soon as I got to school I wished I had picked something else to wear. I know my life and surroundings are changing alot but it doesn't feel like I'm changing it feels like everything is going to be miserable forever and I know it won't be but it feels like it will be. I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow.