getting richer (in men)

so since the beginning of school, a lot of things have been going on and in general it's just been a fucking rollercoaster so I wanna talk about it and you're going to listen. sit down, grab a chair, grab your popcorn, your drink, some form of entertainment when you eventually space out while I talk cuz I'm gonna be here a while #OK

i'm just gonna focus, now, on all the romance drama cuz i know people lovee to hear that (i know i sure do :3 )

So here are the names you're going to need to know:
Kade/Arlo, Jeremy, + Garnet. also Leroy which is me hi guys

EVERYONE involved is a dude btw

So school starts, at the beginning I kind of hated Garnet but we communicated with each other and made up whatever. Jeremy starts talking to Garnet and it doesn't really matter much then, but then I tell Jeremy that I have a crush on Garnet. Guess who then, one day later, ALSO had a crush on Garnet. JEREMY.

So I tell him "Dude I kissed him before you even knew his name" and he's like "I'm gonna be next I'm gonna compete with you"
I laugh that off cuz like. It's an obvious joke. Right? ...RIGHT??

SO LIKE APPARENTLY NOT. SO NOW THEY HAVE PLANS TO HANG OUT OVER THE WEEKEND AND SHIT

So he was trying to compete with me because I liked a guy and he decided HE also liked that guy

I thought it was basic friend code that FRIENDS CRUSHES ARE OFF LIMITS!!! APPARENTLY NOT FOR JEREMY !! CUZ HE'S SO SPECIAL !!

*Also, just some background info, Garnet and I were really close. Like being just friends and kissing each other and always being really physically affectionate with each other. And Arlo and I had just met each other on the first day of this school year which was just like less than a month ago

ANYWAYS*

So, of course, I was really mad at Jeremy. I made it KNOWN that I was mad at Jeremy. And I am a bit of a petty bitch so I did throw jabs at him through my discord status and eventually he saw them and just texted me "I'm sorry."

Then I felt bad and admittedly I shouldn't have been doing that in the first place I should have been communicating with him but by then it was too late to take them all back

So I just told him like hey dude what you did really hurt me. And he told me he'd back off and that I could have him. So that was resolved.

BUT but but but of course there's more there's always more

Rewind to band class that day. Band class I have with Arlo. I was at my seat, playing my violin, and Arlo comes over and says "I have something to confess."

We can all see where this is going right

He says "I love you."
I'm confused, I say "I love you too."

Then I ask him if he means romantically or platonically, I ask him "/r or /p??"
and this motherfucker replies

"/p... gayly"

hey so WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN

so fast forward BACK to me making up with Jeremy, we decide to make an agreement. If I can have Arlo, Jeremy can have Garnet. Because I'm not taking both that'd be greedy. I'm a man attractor not a man hoarder

So that's where we are right now, I'll keep y'all posted about this I'll keep you updated

I'm not sure which guy I will go for because I'm a little uncertain about Garnet but something is DEFINITELY happening with Arlo... Also I think I might feel more for Arlo but I'm not sure O_o

Once I have more tea I'll post another blog #ok

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