good morning whats happening

My power bank thing i use to plug in my lights just flipped up and fell from the air, i heard the sound and saw it but when i went to go get it, it was in the same place its always been and hasnt moved ???

I've been getting into witchcraft so it might be a sign of something but im also susceptible to mania and psychosis and im also on an antidepressant and i havent slept today so im not sure which one it is. its honestly a 50/50 with me and these things sometimes its real and sometimes its not

i swear ive been seeing little black things from the corners of my eyes though

Im seeing my case manager today though, do i bring this up orrr? i dont want her to think im crazy i cant handle another hospital stay 

please dont tell me this sounds like im trying to be edgy im so serious i told them my mom is bipolar and i likely might be too so i didnt want an antidepressant immediately that could make me crazy but that motherfucker at the hospital told me the bipolar behaviors i have was learned behavior from my mom 

my mom even told me the other day that i was acting hypomanic but i dont know, i dont think i am but probably