HALLOWEEKEND 2026!!!!!! + a talk about alcohol tolerance

HEYHEY SO HALLOWEEKEND HAS FINISHED FOR THIS YEAR BUT MY GOODNESS WAS IT EPIC!!!!!!!! im so like grateful i got to experience it during peak trick-or-treating AND party years cus, ya know, a good balance between the two and so both i did!!!! went out dressed in a (massive) blow up dinosaur costume and paraded this street in my area known for doing trick or treating since its not that big of a thing here (oh boo) and had totes of fun interacting with the CUTEST kids that were completely enamored by the dino and then went to a friends halloween party that was likeee technically BYO but the hosts parents werent aware soo yeaahhhh went about how youd expect that to go. her mum wandered into the area we were standing and grabbed a drink off of a girl before like inspecting it and (idk if she tasted it but it looked like she was going to LOL) bringing it into the house with her soooo. she later found the stash and ALL the crushed cans and bottles were in bags in the kitchen and the full drinks were sat on the counter. yikes. im glad atleast i had my two drinks before she found me with them, it wouldve probably ruined my rep with her considering she is quite fond of me at the moment.

which brings me to another point: i am pretty sure i might be a heavyweight due to the fact that in the past three times ive been out to parties and drank for the first time(s), i have felt nothing after like the two drinks i get given. okay to be fair though at the first party i went to i had like half a can of some gross bitter lemon alc drink and then the second time i found out at the party that my crush liked someone else so my first reaction was to IMMEDIATELY crack open a cruiser and DOWN that shit...and then i opened a hard lemonade and drank a little then forgot about it. then at my friends 18th i had like...three jello shots, about two cruisers and some sour puss and again, felt completely normal. on halloween i had two cruisers in a relatively like close amount of time from eachother and felt pretty regular once again. now, i realise that being a heavyweight is probably a good thing cus theres less of a chance of me accidentally having too much to handle and something bad happening to me but also it means in my head im thinking like "did i just down a bunch of drinks with a weird after taste to what. feel like i do without two drinks with a weird aftertaste??? is that all this is?????/?'" so. one day i wanna see how much i can actually take (without getting to the point of being sick, i got hella bad emetophobia so thats a no-go) to feel it and well see what kinda "weight" i am then. i did however get given a grape sour puss that night and it tasted like straight up beer. kinda gross.