Lwky h8te myself so much like grades are like shitty as hell and even tho I study so flicking much my grades won't change lwky wanna die soo fucking bad. Yet I look so fucking disgusting I try changing my look and weight every fucking day but I doesn't work like fuck it.
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Niyako
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Hey. I know some people don't like the way I'm about to speak, but I hope you bare with me for a second.
Saying this won't make you any better! Hating yourself is beating a dying horse, and what will that do in turn? Kill it. -- which, obviously, is the worst outcome.
The school education system is harsh, I am a student who does well in my classes, yet I had many breakdowns throughout my semesters. Stress, different ways of comprehension regarding information, different forms of logic... these factors block the path for some people.Β
School tries to lump something so beautifully diverse as LEARNING into one set template, that the majority of studentsΒ cannotΒ use. Most students have to teach themselves how to learn!
You aren't the minority here. If you want, I can tell you everything I know so you can try out a different way of studying. Who knows? Something might stick. Just tell me what subjects you struggle with.
Also! Your face won't change. Does that hurt to hear? I know -- I struggle with my looks, too. But the fact of the matter is -- you were born with it, if you run away from who you are, you will never beΒ you.Β Always a copy of what society wants you to be.Β
And, pardon my language, but I say fuck that! You are trying to make a plate turn into a cup. Try to make your features look good, and not make your features look like someone else's. I know it's not the best to hear this, but I believe in you.
Stay alive, life is worth living.