Heads up I'm going to be a freak for a moment, you've been warned.

Before I say what I'm about to say what I'm about to say, I just want to tell you all I'm ace so when I'm saying I'm a freak, I don't mean that kind of freak.

Ok so the recent Welcome Home merch vid.......why is Howdy like that?

Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining, but I'm feeling so conflicted right now.

Like the voice work was great and I was smiling the whole time, however, I had fight the urge to scream in terror and run full speed in the opposite direction of my laptop.

Especially with the purring like, "eugh no ew AAH get away from me!" I say in horror as I bashfully twirl my hair and kick my feet.   

I feel like I'm just overexplaining that I was feeling flustered, is that what that is, is this what being flustered feels like?