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Hi! If you're new here, welcome. I'm Megan and I'm a highschool freshman (going into sophomore) who has recently entered the dating scene!

WHAT THE FUCK??

Would someone like to explain to me why it sucks so damn much? Because tell me why when I got with this guy he was like, the best person EVER? He was sweet, nice, pretty quiet but I can look past that, and just good all around. Then I realize that I've grown as a person in the year we've been together and he hasn't, so I broke up with him because I just couldn't be with a person who just couldn't advocate for themselves properly at the ripe age of 15. It sounds young, but seriously, you can't email your teachers for an extension on an assignment? Or go to the counselors yourself? Gag me with a spoon.

HERE'S WHERE IT GETS INTERESTING

So, we break up, right? He cried over me for a while, which broke my heart more than anything. I never wanted to hurt him! I still liked him! He was a good guy! Or so I thought. Now I hear he's dating this girl (who we are NOT blaming for anything. She's very nice and cool and she wasn't aware of the timeline.) When I heard about it, I said to myself, "Huh kindy douchey move to go and date someone who's so close to me, but whatever. It's not like we're best friends." Then my best friend (love you bud even tho you won't see this) tells me, "Hey they've had matching profile pictures for like, a month now. Actually, I think they changed it close to when y'all broke up."

Snap.

I'm sorry, WHAT???? You're telling me the bastard has the AUDACITY to date someone the day after we break up?? I didn't even look at other guys or girls out of respect for our relationship! Did I mean that little??

Looking back, I totally did mean that little.

Y'know, he was nice. It's not like he blatantly insulted me or anything, but...

He never, y'know, came to my concerts even though I think I made it pretty clear to him that I wanted him there...

Any time I got a gift (Valentines and Christmas) it wasn't wrapped, it was just a bunch of junk from his room usually...

He got into HER interests WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER and he wouldn't even try to learn about mine...

I was always paying for dates instead of going 50/50 like I wanted, even when he had a job...

We never matched bios or profile pictures...

He never posted about me, even when I posted about him frequently...

Hell, I never even got so much as a REPOST...

And when we broke up he was too stupid to realize I had ears everywhere, and he started saying stuff about me.

"She's such a bad musician"

"They're so pretentious!"

"She makes too many mistakes"

"I'm better than them!"

Luckily people didn't believe that. They aren't that stupid. I'm a good person who's built up a good reputation.

Thankfully, I found out that it wasn't cheating. They didn't get together while we were together. But they definitely were talking while we were together. That much is evident. I mean, he got into her interests before he even took a glance at mine! Do you need a bigger red flag?

There are still details coming out. That's what's killing me. I want this girl to know that he likely twisted the truth about me, like he did with a lot of other things in our relationship. Because I've got people on my side who are sure of that too, who have known him for longer.

This just...kinda sucks. It's making my fear of being replaced come back all over again. I'd really like to get married, but how am I gonna do that when there's people like this in the world? People who hide their maliciousness under a disability (he blamed his autism for EVERYTHING)

People who twist the truth

People who are just...bad.

It's making me scared.

I don't know if this highschooler is ever gonna get back into the dating scene again. There's not a lot of people who'd like me in that way anyways. So what if I'm not somebody's irreplaceable? Maybe I'll learn to live with that.

I don't know anymore.

When the anger is all done boiling, all you're left with is still, clean sadness. And that's what I'm feeling right now. But that's ok. Maybe someone will come around. I haven't completely given up on romance. 

I hope.

I don't want to give up on it.

Either way, 

Megan, your local highschool Scene Kid

Signing out ♡