HXH 135 (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)

I'm an avid hxh enjoyer and ive rewatched some parts multiple times but i never go too far because of....135....

episode 135 of hxh is an EVIL ASS EPISODE and i shouldve been wise and NEVER REWATCHED IT EVER AGAIN.

First time i watched it, i cried a lot, bc WTH its so fricking sad (╥‸╥) but now ive been rewatching it with a friend and i got impatient and went ahead and watched it all and i got to the chimera ant arc...i shouldve stopped there BUT I KEPT GOING. I watched all the way to the end for the very second time and let me tell u the curse of 135 got me WAY HARDER THIS TIME ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) i cried so hard i dont think ive cried that hard in weeks, and let me tell you ive got stuff happened to me that made me cry and theres not a single series, movie or book that has ever got me as distraught as i was as i watched 135-138...THAT EPISODE IS EVIL EVIL EVIL EVILLLLL.

After watching that horribly beautiful episode that got me crying like my entire life savings got taken right in front of my very eyes, i got the disgusting need of drawing an illustration because of Meruem and Komugi...A DISGUSTING NEED TO. AND I COULDN'T. Because i have a trade to do...i owe a friend a trade and i felt too guilty to draw anything if it wasnt the trade so i couldn't draw what i wanted but IT WAS EATING ME ALIVE; so i finally manned up and started doing the trade so i could eventually start doing the illustration i wanted but MY DAMN POWER WENT OFFFF AND I LOST THE DAMN TRADE AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

So i gave up and just gave in to my carnal desires and sketched the illustration i wanted plus a doodle...Ill give u the doodle but you have to wait for the illustration!

Sorry Joe..i swear ill finish my part of our trade I SWEAR!! But i have to draw this or else i'll go insane!!11!1!!1(੭ ;´ ⌂ `;)੭♡