I had a dream I had a girlfriend

heyyyy. I had a dream I had a girlfriend. She sat next to me at school, and she sat closer to me. But for some reason I was afraid, so I backed away a bit. I don’t remember much about her, but she had short hair, and black sweatpants. She didn’t seem like anybody I had ever seen before, so it’s hard to pocture her. But I was afraid since I didn’t want to get in trouble, the dream made me sad since it seems like some stupid shit I would do. If I were in a situation where a girl actually liked me, I would probably back away. It sucks so bad that even if that person did exist, I would never ever be able to date a person like that. But during the dream that wasn’t the only thing that happened. My dad was being really supportive to me about something, which contrast with how he acts today. So mabye if the dream had some kind of spiritual message, then mabye I will have a girlfriend and my family will love me more. But I know that they probably love me, maybe they will present kindness towards me, I don’t know. I know my father means best, so whatever. But I haven’t ever had a girlfriend. I had a crush but that didn’t end well, so it makes me worry if I’ll ever love another girl or whatever.