I hate being an artist (tw for VERY crude language)

Okay so if you’ve read one of my older blogs you know that I LOVE artistic nudity. Not nsfw but literally just normal people. I love drawing naked people and I’m planning on drawing all of my ocs NATURAL style. clothesless. because it’s fun and I love drawing muscles and bones and all of that, especially if I’m drawing stuff that looks like my own body type. 

This means I have to practice drawing stuff I hate. I usually draw trans men because I’m trans but now I have to try and draw tatas and real genitalia and it pisses me off… I just had to look at a 3d model of a penis. why is it so ugly? I’m gay but oh god im glad I’m asexual too. It looks dumb. This is what males flaunt over? I mean Ive seen dick before I’m not an infant (I am a virgin though the fuck) but god it’s so ugly. I might make all of my male ocs flat as a ken doll because it’s just ugly af 

I don’t exactly like boobs either but I have them sadly so I’m more used to them + they’re literally just like. pot shaped things on a chest. so. It’s fine. Still ugly but whatever. 

why is everyone forcing me to draw naked people I don’t like this why are you all forcing me to do this stop guys stop forcing me. insert picture of that one asian guy with a big ass metal collar aroynd his neck chained down to his desk. 

anyways I sadly need to get back to this drawing but I might draw people with clothes on later (rare event) as a little sweet treat. 

drawing people is when penis