I HATE MY FRIENDS

BIG BIG WARNING. This blog might have some mentions of GORE and SA so proceed with caution!!!

okay let me explain. I LOVE my friends with ALL my heart! But there is this one friend (we’ll call her Banana!) who’s REALLY touchy. You see, Banana has autism so I understand how she touches people express affection or to self-regulate emotions when she’s overwhelmed. But I have told her NUMEROUS times physical contact (FROM ANYONE THAT ISN’T A CLOSE FRIEND OR A FAMILY MEMBER) REALLY makes me uncomfortable due to past experiences. But despite having that knowledge, she still continues to touch me, mainly on my lower back and neck which are my MOST sensitive areas. And not only does she touch me without my permission, she says and does things that make me REALLY uncomfortable. One time, during class when we had a sub, she forced me and my other friend (we’ll call her Karo!!) to watch UNCENSORED GORE. Along with that, she makes perverted comments about a 7th grader who is only two years younger than her (Might be a small issue but still.. 16 and 14?? YIKES!!) Banana has also said some concerning things in the past about wanting to gettin graped. I wish to stop being friends with her but she’s the only person who talks to me when Karo isn’t at school. I am so done for