I just realized somthing…………

Maybe I never wanted a relationship, maybe all I wanted was to be happy.

Because I watch romance anime and saw that the characters became happier once they had a partner then maybe that affected me with me realizing it.

I think I’m also Asexual bc I don’t really like the idea of…yk…making love and shi. I mean when u say “making love” instead of the other word it actually makes me a little more comfortable thinking abt it tbh. Also the idea of two people undressed kinda disgusts me. Like idk, it really turns me off (dw I haven’t seen any naked people before in that situation it’s just what I have pictured in my head that’s all).

Oh yea and I used to not really have a religion (I just hadn’t chosen one yet) and now I finally have! I lowk made it up tho lol. I don’t think this counts as a religion but more of an idea of what happens after death. So basically what I think is that when we die it’s a dream, BUT because it’s a dream it’s whatever you want it to be. For example: if u think there’s a haven and hell then you will prob see haven, or if u think you get reincarnated then you will prob be reincarnated. But because it’s a dream it’s not technically real, it’s just what u want it to be.

For the people wondering “then why do we see our dead relatives in haven when we die?” Well that’s a simple answer. Basically when u are awake your brain can remember a persons face (a relative, a friend, and even a cashier at a shop) so it makes sense why you could see your relatives faces.

And personally, if I were to die and go to some sort of “after life” then I would do multiple reality checks to see if my theory is true.

VERY IMPORTANT!!! I’m not telling you that what you believe is false and you should stop believing in it. I don’t care if you continue to believe in your religion or not and I don’t care if you decide that you believe in this (when I say “I don’t care” I’m saying it in the nicest way possible)

Holy shi I just realized how off topic it became wtffff

Anyways uhhhh Stephen out <3