I probably have arfid

one of the reasons why I’m so skinny is because I genuinely don’t, won’t and can’f eat a lot of foods. If my medically suspected arfid is actually real, it’s not as severe as others I’ve seen, but I want to share the list of stuff I won’t eat anyways.

I straight-up cannot eat most meats. Pork, beef jerky, chicken, fish, and other types of meat. I can’t eat tuem. I can eat pepperoni, I can gnaw (but not swallow) bacon and I could maybe handle the small southern chicken bites from Aldi but maybe not. I don’t like eating too much meat due to the fact that I’m not exactly fond of eating dead animals, though I have been thinking of trying beef/steak again due to my iron deficiency. But overall I prefer to stay away from most meats. I don’t think I’ve had any form of seafood for a little while now too. 

I can’t eat most hotdogs, burgers and pizzas. I can only eat pizzas made in restaurants or active chains like dominos/gregs. If you buy me a storebought pizza I will throw it up on your carpet. Sorry. I can eat hotdogs if they’re a fine texture and I can chew it quickly enough but if the bun is brioche/sweet and not normal, the hotdog itself is too meaty, or Ive had hotdogs too much, I won’t eat it. I don’t think I’ve eaten a burger since years ago. I would maybe stomach a McDonaldz basic happy meal one but the grossness of McDonald’s makes me sick within itself. 

I can’t eat anything complicated either. Stews, soups, complicated pizza, burritos, anything with more than 3 familiar flavours that isn’t a taco or pepperoni pizza. I can’t do it. Sorry. I’ve never tried and I’m scared of trying. I don’t want pasta. 

I have a general aversion towards fast food, gummy sweets like haribos, chocolate if I’m not in the very specific mood for it. I don’t like rice, I don’t like sandwiches, I don’t like anything I haven’t tasted and I’m not bothered enough to try it unless under very specific conditions. The only sauces I use on my food are tomato sauce and sometimes mayyonaise. My body hasn’t seen any spices aside from salt and general chilli ever. I only just started eating strawberry jam again. 

My main safe food is crisps. Most of my calorie intake comes from crisps. Either that or cereal, bread, and chips. I haven’t been in the mood for any of this recently but sometimes I eat anyways. I also like the noodles from my local Chinese, specific vegetables, and pretty much every type of fruit and vegetable. I don’t eat oranges, though, I eat them like how I eat bacon. I just suck the juices and taste out of them and then put the actual piece of food back onto the plate. I also love pretty much anything with apples in it (apple juice, apple crumble, apple pie, appletizer). The texture of apple pie/crumble/tart sucks but the taste is sooooooo good so I just suck it up. I love apple foods. I’m hungry writing this. I think I’ve eaten a big 800 calories today which is.. VERY rare for me. I’ve been too busy online and I haven’t been in the mood for my safe foods so I ate pretty much nothing. 

so. yah. Ive been dealing with this food sensitivity pretty much all of my life. bye.