I REALLY need to get into poetry

Most of the blogs I make on here is literally just prose. I’m someone who’s meant to be a writer and I put it all into blogs in here instead of focusing on my actual work. To be fair, I do think we need to put less meaning on being something like a writer, poet or philosopher; everyone is a writer. Everyone wants to be a philosopher. Everyone thinks they could be a poet. What’s important is if you’re actually good at what you do or not, not that you do it. 

But I think I do need to get back into it. It would be far easier to make little poems (most of my poems are a page or more long. not that little) to express myself than making big fat blogs. But I would never post my poetry because I think that’s cringe, and the main reason why I like posting on here is because I feel actually heard. Also, making blogs allows me to actually put my current state of mind into one place. If I went straight into writing poetry, it would go everywhere. I also think that poetry is very embarrasing to write, and the only times I’ve ever wrote it is when I’m getting possessed by demons and the Old Tongue. I’ve written a grand total of 2 in the past 2 years. Also, what do you even write about? My first one would be ‘I’m a monster and I’m evil and I’m lonely’ and then what? What else do I write about?? 

Might try it regardless