i think i might be a demiboy maybe possibly perhaps mayhaps could be

I've had doubts of my gender identity for a looong time, but only recently have I really sat down with the thought and examined it. After some pondering, I came to the conclusion that I wasn't fully a guy, which doesn't surprise me at all. Only thing is I didn't really know what to call that feeling.

 I've known about demiboys and demigirls for some time now, but (and this sounds really fucking stupid in retrospect) I never knew what those meant lol. My brain is so deeply infected with the Woke Mind Virus it kinda just immediately accepted demigenders as a normal thing and moved on, never really questioning its meaning in the slightest. But now I actually know what it is and YUUUUP. I COULD'VE FIGURED THIS SHIT OUT WAYYYY EARLIER LMAO.

 Now, it's not really and even split between my identities (not really sure if that's the correct term, but you get me) since I definitely consider myself more of a guy than anyting. I think it's like a 70/30 ratio between male and non-binary, but there's also a very tiny side of my brain that doesn't mind calling itself a girl at all so I'm not very sure. IDK. This is still pretty new to me so I'm still trying to figure myself out. I'm not even sure if I want to be calling myself a demiboy 'cause I'm not really a fan of very specific labels like this (or maybe that's just the sliver of internalised transphobia I still have in my brain. Please get this shit out of me AAUUGGHH)

ok i'm done yay blehh i need to write in my diary more and not post more shit like this lollll i just get worried cus like what if someone finds itttttt aaaaaaaaaa ok :P hi