"I want a femboy bf" mfers

I have a feeling this could be a hot take and I'll probably have another of my friends randomly block me without any clarification why but here's what I've been thinking about:

I'd take a "I want a femboy bf!" guy, be it he's an incel, be it he's a lil ugly, a lil socially awkward, be it he's a nerd, be it he has 23 figures of Rem on a shelf, be it he eats a load of junk, be it he has unattractive features, be it he has mental illness, be it he has no muscle, be it he's broke, be it that he is emotional, and more things that seemingly repulse people who are attracted to men. I see AAaaaaAaAAaAaaAaaAaaAaallll those guys on the net craving a femboy for themselves and yet I haven't seen a singular one like that irl. There's so many people that would want me 4 who I am, yet I never saw one of them irl. It's a weird feeling knowing that someone is looking for a boy like u but you have no three-dimensional evidence of that, so you just mask your identity. 

I don't think I'm hard to love, the literal only issues r that I am gay, trans, neurodivergent and alternative. That's about it, what the hell is fucking wrong with me?

I'd take any guy, the only criteria being 

1) He's around my age

2) He doesn't treat me like shit

3) He shows attachment

4) He's a guy (trans people allowed)

5) Not a guy with problematic history (Like very serious crimes, posting fucked up shit online, bigotry, too morally different, etc.)

Where the hell do guys like that my age hide bro