I watched the movie, I relate to it too much, I remember the scene "my son is a normal boy, he go to school, he study" my mom would say something same, she would never understand me since I was a kid, even after divorce n I'm the only child she have n treat me like shit, as for Dominik got bullied I get that alot I remember got bullied where boys put a bugs in my beg n killed it, the blood of the bugs is on my exercise book, or when a girl put black ink in my drink and throw my bottle out of the window, and you know what it may be "just a bottle" but it's my mom's bottle she likes it very much, it's her favourite, I appericate it alot cause I have something that my mom found pericous, my stupidity, she throw it away n I never found it even searching for everywhere, I blamed myself
as where he got bullied on online i understand it. I remember i wait for my order at a restaurant when I turn around I spotted a girl who used to be in same class as me she was recording me but take the phone down when I turn around, I wonder if she takes a photo? a video? what for? n yk she used to bully me n ofc she gonna use it for something... witnessing the scene where dominik's father take the signal off n he can't talk to his friends, just like my mom didn't pay the bills n I can't talk to my online friends, my online friends treat me like a human, treat me better than my family could ever do, they are always the nicest
as the scene where Dominik self harm, I understand tht, I also self harm n cried alot alot, n to me he's very lucky to have Sylvia I cried alot when I see them kissed I wish I could have someone like that, laughed to my jokes, telling me it's fine to cry, I'm so fucking jealous, world is not fair, so fucking unfair, same as when he dosent have friends at school, I also don't have any friends, n i think the deepest when he take pills n suicide at the bar I cried alot I know how hard to go trough all of those, watching this movie made me remember everything back, I got so sad that cried till cut myself, I wish I have someone like Sylvia told me it's ok to cut myself and cry, my older sister n mom joke about my self harm struggles, wish could stab myself on the belly n let's see if you think it's funny
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