I WISH MY PC DIDN'T SUCK AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT GTA 6

Omfg my pc if I even can call it a pc since it's a frankenstein laptop sucks so much I can't play modded Minecraft without it choking like crazy like genuinely I don't want a gamer pc for idk gta 6... the latest AAA masterpiece or whatever I genuinely just wanna play Cisco's Medieval RPG and BerdlySMP without feeling like my pc is about to combust into flames and burn my house and face and everything I love

And the worst part is that for some reason even low end modpacks feel laggy af for me, like it reached tuah a point I dont belive in "Light modpack for potato useless piece of metal pcs " because half of the time it's gonna have a bazillion mods and lag af because apparently my pc is so bad it's low low-end and I haaaaate it, I mean tho it's my fault because my pc is literally about to become 10 years old and it has def been through some rough times with a bunch of virus and cute teenager the sims room mod that has a crypto miner in it (PUTTING A CRYPTO MINER IN MY PC IS LWK FUNNY CUZ U AINT GETTING ANYTHING WITH TS) but the problem is that a minimally decent pc is gonna be expensive af and it's not like I have allat of money.

I mean tho i'm kind of exaggerating here cuz atleast I CAN play some games in it because it has some extra ram installed in it but really all I play is Genshin Impact and recently its struggling a bit ngl 

DOES ANYONE ELSE DON'T TRUST "Low end modpacks" ANYMORE TOO OR IS MY PC JUST THAT BAD??