idfk what to do with my lyf

i feel like ive had this impending sense of doom and despair i guess? I realized that im lowkey a loser and i dont really do much with myself...

i mean i feel like im seen as the trophy child most of the time and not my own person? like i have to be a certain way in order to be "like myself." but i am like myself! im just like this and i wish i wasnt based for it or watever.

but idk so ig im gone xp