If I disappear from this website

Urghh this website is very fun to use and I like how it's a pretty small community, but I lowkey may delete my profile AGAIN one day 🤷‍♀️

People say that this an escape from modern social media, which is true, but I'm addicted to this website just like how I was addicted to other social media when I had it (Instagram, Pinterest) and that's not fun at all!!! I always feel the need to check my notifications on here, and I always want to change my profile because it's fun. This takes up a lot of my time and I become discouraged to like anything irl.

I kinda DO prefer to have a private and simple life. I don't want to go on any social media bc I know how bad it makes me feel, and it's not even hard for me to stop using social media. Without social media, I can actually DO things and DO my homework.

I haven't really found anybody I can talk to on here often anyway

And also, I'm pretty scared that I'm gonna see gore 👎👎