I’m so FUCKING DONE WITH GUYS

I am so FUCKIN SICK OF PEOPLE TREATING ME LIKE IM NOT A REAL PERSON WITH REAL FUCKING FEELINGS. SHIT HURTS. I GOT TOLD THAT I WAS JUST CASUAL FUN MULTIPLE FUCKING TIMES BY GUYS I WAS ACTUALLY INTERESTED IN. Slow dancing and calling me beautiful and saying that my chub was perfect for cuddles and watching movies with me until I fell asleep on you doesn’t scream “casual fun” to me. You can’t use someone like that and then discard them as casual fun. What the fuck is wrong with you? I’m so fucking sad and frustrated and I feel so stupid. Clarify that you see me as casual fun. Don’t use me. Please please please just stop I’m so fucking done. Why doesn’t anyone like me? Like my body or like my upbeat personality all you want, but please also like me. How can you rip someone’s heart out and stop on it so mercilessly? What’s wrong with me? Why am I never meant for anything more than sex? Why doesn’t anyone like me for who I am and just for my body?

The only people who’ve ever treated me like more than a piece of meat were girls. Why can’t guys learn from women?