Intro + Summer + Brutal Torture Montage (im the only one featured)

Hi!!!!!! Im Joaquin and I Reside in the Northeast part of the US. I really suck at formatting stuff & writing so I am going to make a somewhat poorly typed and scattered list of things that I'd like to speak (or rather type) about to nobody in particular.
(INTRO DONE) - this is the only part that i will proofread

->summer has been Enabling every bad thing i do and its So Freaking Bad!!!!!! i sleep at like 5 A M and when i wake up i lay forever and do NOTHING!!!!!!

 ->i cant even do the things i Want to do (like continue the stuff im reading) bc im too busy SCROLLING adn playing MIND NUMBING VIDEO GAMES

 ------> (new deltarune chapter was Really Good though so that doesnt count...) 

->im not even doing any of this in a Cool or Unique way either.. everyone thinks im dumb and no jobs want me at allllllllll 

aaaaackkkkkkkkkk 

(thays the sound of me THROWING UP because i have to get a STUPID STUPI JOB)

bleghghghghghhhhhhhhhh

->my social anxiety is EVEN WORSE!!!!!! i cant even R P on ROBLOX because im too scared to talk to strangers...... stupid therapy didnt hlep at all but at least i was able to be normal online...

 T-T i domt even Freaking Know how to use a blog here...... like this could be meant for small status updates but im freaking writing my Hearrt Out 

->i also havent done liek a Smidgeon of any of my summer work... i burn and burn and suffer for my wrongdoings........... SO MUCH TO DO

->I CAMT EVEN SPEAK TO PEOPLE ANYMORE!!!!!! i was out with 2 friends today and i thought of a Really Really Really funny joke so i tried saying it and i stuttered for likek 2 minutes straight 

--> AND they were giggling at me the whole time i think 

---> AND the joke WASNT EVEN FUNNNY/.... 

they laughed more at my Shitty Speaking Skills than my joke... 

if u read this far plz engage with me however ppl do on this site im a little lonely

id put my discord but that would be Really Really embarrassing i think... idk the social norms of this site yet...

WORST CASE nobody sees this and i wasted my time writing infinit words instead of doing my stupid ap psych Autobiography 

What the heck am i even supposed to write in one... ive done like Nothing... and i can t bring myself to write about videogames to my Teacher 

Plz be nice... im writing this Very late so i am writing from the bottom of my Precious and Kind Heart