ironic post and library thoughts

ive been wanting to get "offline" more but i mean i guess less offline and more just off my phone because i think its so fun to explore the internet like actual websites instead of doomscrolling 

ive been to the mental hospital multiple times and i think the biggest thing that makes me miss it is the feeling of community because you all meet in the morning at the tables, no phones, sometimes tv, and you entertain yourselfs and i think its crazy that its so rare to have that. But then i look at my life right now and i understand why its rare, people have grown up with phone addictions, everyones an addict me include 

ive started going to the library more which is fun, been getting back into reading though i forgot my library card at home last time im sure to bring it next time. ive been wanting to read poetry, last time i went i read "Haikus in english" and they were pretty good. I wish the poetry section was more expansive, theyre all in the nonfiction section which first off is WRONG they arent all nonfiction, and thats exactly my point i wish it was more catorgorized because i wanna read sad poems or narrative poems but they just throw all the poetry books together and its just that little small section like come on