it breaks my heart that i couldnt help you

i know you were going through a lot i truly tried to distract you during those moments when your mind turned against you and wouldnt let you think clearly

sometimes i still cry thinking about how much i meant to you

i loved you more than i loved myself you made me want to be perfect just so i could find the exact way to solve all your problems

it breaks my heart to know youre still hurting yourself and that theres nothing i can do about it cause weve become strangers

i miss you more than id like to admit but im certain i dont love you anymore

even so id give everything i have to turn back time and try to make you happy again

you will always be a huge part of me, u will always be my first and only love