kin(?) rant #2

today i felt pretty insecure when i tried throwing on some "emo" stuff i had in my closet. i looked like a poser and i just wanted to ask, what am i doing wrong?? i liked my striped sleeves but i feel like it just looked wrong, like i'm trying to be something i'm not. and that's weird because it's something i AM?? it just felt like i was imitating my kin and not feeling like my kin enough.

also i fucking hate the word "emo" it's only used as an insult to me and my style is something different entirely. saying emo makes me feel more like a poser. 

posting this will probably make matters worse but i needed to rant anyway. tiktok is a fucking shitty place for ranting because nobody actually rants on there and it's all little 12 year olds having drama. 

i gotta leave now bye