Lamby goes Mall 05.08.26

I went 2 the mall and i got a typewriter. not at the mall the typewriter was second hand. anyway im so

so good at doing things and existing 

i went to the mall and got Big Fries. they were fries but long and that was pretty funny. they were strange to eat. there were 16 in the cup and i ate 13 and left 3 at home to eat, though there was a fourth one that was broken in half and hidden away in the cup

my dad walked past a guy and he was on the floor crawling wide eyed and my dad got barked at? strange occurrence but okay i guess, that happened

i went out and plucked grass, that was fun. i am the type of kid that wanders away during play sessions to do their own thing

walking across the cement sides with the AC units hovering above me as shade made me remember 

but this was of my own free will

i didn't get kicked out or told to stay out or noyt invited or told not to play stubborn

i was just walking around and plucking grass and that was fun i saw a snail and some moss and many butterflies 

i got a shirt today, for 3 dollars. and a bag, also for 3 dollars. 

i finally got those clips I've wanted for forever now. 

last year, i wanted it, last month, i wanted it

i keep saying 'i don't need it' 

but a space in my heart says otherwise 

now i have it and that is cool

i went bra shopping and did NOT get stressed which is a huge achievement. i usually end up crying and frustrated and stressed everytime i shop for intimates, its an uncomfortable process lot of the time and i end up not getting anything or getting something i really hate

, you'll get there, you'll find something you like, its ok

just look around, and if there's nothing, maybe its not the store for you

therr are elsewhere places to put your money. if you spend your money and you don't like it that's okay you learnt, don't buy it again

lamby is busy nowadays 

i still don't know how to go about life but that's okay, figuring it out

i am glad to be busy, it keeps my mind on track

today was a happy day, of days mostly

maybe not super super best, i would've felt a lot better with my usual afternoon nap,

i will rest and i will prepare for a wonderful day tomorrow