Lonely L8ly...

Feel lyk I havent felt physical touch in centuries...

I think I'd take anything at this point

From anyone

It's not like a 'I wish I wasn't single' thing

Cuz what I really want is maybe all the aspects of a relationship with IDK a few... friends?

But never actually COMMITTING to that

I guess I'm just odd.?

I feel so WEIRD saying all this here...

With most of my friends its not like platonic/romantic.

Its kind of a weird third thing

I wish I could have a friend group where we are all Kinda weird with each other

I sound pathetic dude OMFG

I think I just hate frickin monogamy and commitment.

But unfortunately, most of what I want COMES with that.

Apologies 4 this little thing..

Sharing my real thoughts is something scary

but I needed to get it out sumwhere!!!!!!!!!

Thankz if U read