making/learning about music

So I think one of the most annoying things from 2022- maybe two months ago was that I’d get an idea in my head & not be able to execute it. I have so many productions where it’s not even close to being finished or I would come back to these tracks months or years later.

I think that now it’s very easy & more enjoyable to make music now though. I currently specialize in 4 genres & it took a while, but I finally understand what my style is because of what I would use so often & really getting to know my program. 

I’ve been decent since 2024 & I have really great songs from 2025, but this year really showed a huge amount of growth not only when I make instrumentals, but also when it comes to vocals, it no longer feels like I’m just fucking around. I definitely still have a lot to learn, but I now consider myself great. 

My BandLab page does not show greatness though. All of those tracks are throwaways & are "old".