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I haven't done much today, not even eating or drinking or SMOKING (which is genuinely astounding because im always on) but I ran out of my comfort/safe foods and I need a grocery run😢 whenever I don't have whatever I prefer I usually just don't eat, which was terrible during my formative years (childhood, teens) but now as an adult with adult money ive had less issues with eating now that I can get my own stuff whenever I like >:)

its getting veryyyyyy cold, I keep thinking 'this is the warmest its gonna be for awhile' and I am already dreading full blown winter. ive been avoiding smoking because of the chill and also 😭my wardrobe consists of mainly dresses, skirts, shorts and tank tops (most comfortable) and I HATE ITTT I hate the cold so much. I don't even want to do groceries, I hate it so much. im out of weed so I'll have to leave my house eventually today </3 my warm warm house.

wracking my brain on what to have for lunch and im at my wits end. my go-to meal without my usual stuff is a regular egg sandwich. and ive eaten it like five times in a row😭😭 sometimes I can eat the same meals for up to weeks but im starting to get sick of egg sandwich </3 thinking about delicious yummy red meat. IM SO HUNGRY