Messy = safe

I know that I just ended a blog with saying I'll go sleep, but, is it just me or do you also feel safer in a slightly messy room? Like my room is so clean a murderer could walk straight from my door to my bed, but when I had all the crap on my floor he'd trip first and probably land on something sharp, is this paranoia? Half the time before falling asleep my brain conjures up something deadly, like "I know you can't see him but I swear that right behind you there's a guy holding a knife" or "imagine if a bunch of giant venomous spiders just crawled on you right now, or in your ear", a mess makes me feel a little safer, less room for deadly things, emptiness is spooky