moments + observations 10/19/26

Another blog from me this week huh. To say the least, it's been an eventful few days.

I won't get into too much of what's been happening, because I feel I already got into the more important things, and I would prefer to move forward instead of focusing on things I cannot change.

First of all, school was today. Dynamics changed with my friends, which I thought would be terrible. But, despite the unfortunate circumstances, I'm actually really content with the way things worked out. Yes, my friend is quite sad about her girlfriend leaving her, but it's honestly made the three of us friends get much closer again, which I am so thankful for.

You know, things happen the way they were meant to. Again, unfortunate circumstances, but I can see how my friends and I can recover in a really positive and formative way.

Speaking of, the three of us talked today about some things we could to together now that we're back hanging out a bunch more. At some point I really want to go to the woods with them and act out a play together. We are going to bring a bunch of food and wear certain clothes, to give it the feel of a picnic during the mid-late 1500s. The reasoning for this being that we are going to act out different scenes from Macbeth. I love that play, I've read it twice, and we also got to act it out in English class last year, which inspired me so much. Imagine the Dead Poets Society meetings, but instead of 1950s schoolboys, it's three alternative teen girls acting out Shakespeare... Hopefully you see the vision. 

(I also love the Macbeth references in the My Chem LLTBP lore, so that may or may not have something to do with my love for that play).

Freedom! Creative liberty! Vulnerability! What am I even saying!

I just love doing things that don't necessarily make sense, but that feel completely right to be doing. I want to experience life fluidly and make more spontaneous decisions. The past month has been so strange and unexpected. But it has also inspired me to take the time to act on the things I want to and not allow life to pass me by. These are the formative years of my life. I must embrace it while I can.

For once I feel a sense of optimism. 

I'm not sure what the point of this was, but these are my current, unedited thoughts.

Hope all is well for everyone :)

Song of the week (pt.2): Knots on a Counting Rope by: Strictly Ballroom