musings

someitmes i hallucinate while high

aka rn

here is htre list

a whirring fan in the background of the vid im watching

thuds from upstairs

door slamming upstairs

seeds thorwn at my window

yellng

backyard door opening

figures in the backyard

(geez, this is starting to sound like a real horror movie now, huh?)

not a hallucination, but im losing my mind /pos to Franz Ferdinand

...the band, not the archduke of austria.

listend to Dark of the Matinee like a sillion times

i keep drawing as though POSSESSED

i heard my doorbell

or i hallucinated it

i was disappointed i my self for being tricked when i answered te door anyway

i listen to Dark of the Matinee a zillion more times

a fun quote from DMs

"My wisard eyes unlock homo sexual universe secrets"

what a beautiful sentiment

i feel great, i feel so creative and smart and beautiful

and social and awesome and cool

its great