My current discovery

Hey!~ It's me Ash!

How are you all? I apologize for being gone so long WAAAAAAA

Anyway, I have a reason: my breakdown worsened. I guess it was something that was bound to happen, but after a talk with my psychologist, she just revealed that I have depression.

Honestly, I know most people would feel overwhelmed or shocked, but for me, it was a huge relief. My mind thought for a second, "WOW, so I was never crazy?!" Then, after that information, I was just stuck in limbo.

For now, I'm still feeling just as bad, but at least I know it's an illness and not just "laziness," although it's still scary, and that worries me a little. But I suppose everything will be alright (I think).

Anyway, these days I decided to start getting back into old hobbies to try to feel somewhat normal. I even started writing a novel on Wattpad!! Although I don't consider it very good.

In conclusion, if anyone is in the same situation as me, I just want to say that we'll be okay. Sometimes things are scary, but most of them have a solution. I hope this blog at least helps people see that while it might be scary, it doesn't mean something bad is going to happen. I encourage everyone going through a tough time!

I think that's all for now. I'd also like to hear opinions or if anyone has gone through something similar because I really feel like I'm adrift in all of this. Anyway, I hope to see you soon in another blog post.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ Ash out!!