My experience having an Russian bf (my 1st bf and ex)

Hi y'all welcome to my 1st blog :P he's kinda straightforward confessing at me he also said that he want to have kids with me im a boy lol and boom were now bf and bf he's kinda romantic:D and like wrote me poem and he always open up to me that how much he want to move out Russia after he graduates collage and he wants to move in with me and he really like literature and he sending like digital roses cus were long distance and generally sweet even thou he look like he knows alot of dark things for me he's hot ngl and then he disappeared in life like block me without a reason in january  like its almost our 1st anniversary but he disappeared :(;( i kinda move on but still missing him