My experience of being asexual

Now let me give a bit of knowledge, being asexual is having little attraction to other people, and a lot of people get confused that being asexual is being completely sex repulsed and yes this is the case for some people myself included but it does not affect the way they feel attraction.

I've been this way ever since I was little and expressed little attraction to people though sometimes I'll think someone is cute but only for a  short amount of time. I try to tell myself that I'll meet someone in the future but as far as I know nothing has happened.

But another thing is that people do get shocked that I've never had a crush at all(Especially fictional) and it's fun way to bond especially hearing other people's love life, makes me wonder what it would be like to love freely. It does get lonely I do have my friends and family.

There isn't much that I have either. But that's about it also it may be a bit rough because I've never shared this before~_~