my intuition has suddenly got way better

I need to stop making so many blogs, but I’m kind of weirded out. I’ve always felt like I had more of a spiritual connection to things, it’s a whole part of myself that I’ve only let one person in on, and even the information I gave them was only the tip of the iceberg of my beliefs about myself and the world. Aside from that Ive told no one anything aside from my general interest in occultism and spiritualism. 

I’ve never had very good intuition, or been good at guessing at all. But the last two days it feels like things have been getting… psychically downloaded into my brain. I can tell who’s coming into my room before they’ve even shown themselves, I have a vague idea of what’s going on around me at all times, and I do believe the two times my intuition has told me to look at my exe’s account was a mix of my spirit guides trying to tell me something AND ocd. They were both incredibly important for my development. 

More bugs have been around me too. A lace-moth-bug-whatever was in my room and was crawling around my hand around an hour ago, and last Wednesday a spider kept crawling onto me. I see spiders as protectors and I think bugs are actually quite cute, so I’m interested as to what that means. Apparently there were a lot of spiders in my room before it was cleaned too. 

I don’t know if I like it. I think I preferred being ignorant. Especially since I don’t know whether what I feel is just intrusive thoughts or real transmissions; I feel like the collective unconscious is clearer for me now. I hope it doesn’t get clearer. 

I bought a tape recorder on impulse (I already had one but it was huge) earlier so I might be turning into Jon from The Magnus Archives so whatever. I never thought I’d actually turn into him.