soooo.. 
i got into like a weird situationship with a friend of mine, and he like kept saying "i don't want to have a long relationship because when you transition your body will change" and i accepted that because the ORIGINAL PLAN was to just be friends with benefits BUT we ended up falling in love with each other and you'd think "oh then you can be boyfriends" WRONGGGG he still didn't want to cause he said he wouldn't be attracted to me anymore once i transition later on and he said he didn't want to stop me from doing so. So he ended it cause he was scared or whatever yk..
LOWKEY THIS IS MY FAULT because i was aware that we were breaking many boundaries by the way we were speaking to each other and stuff but i literally didn't care and said "ye i can handle it" I CAN'T HANDLE IT I'M TWEAKING I'M GENUINELY TWEAKING. 
now i'm stuck with these feelings.
yayyy.
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d3x
if it needs to be someones fault then u can both share the blame, u both knew there was a dealbreaker but we all make mistakes bc were all human (i think?). sucks still having feels, but you dont have any obligation to beat urself up over it; most people have had one relationship that they stretch till it hurts, but eventually u do just get over it as annoying as it is to hear lol. in the meantime, take care